exam fever!

I'm down with flu and bad cough. here's the 'good' news, my 1st paper is this freaking friday!!

this is by far, the most slackest of me preparing for the major semester exam. Gila kan!

and hmm, i'm also playing futsal for Oppa. His girls' team not enough people, his 'dear' girls backed out at the last minute. hmmm.... Oppa, don't trust girls too easily. Some of them are learning the traits of men, if u know wat i mean.

Next!! Some questions to be answered;

1. Is it a girl's nature to be jealous if the boyfriend start to talk to other girls without her knowing, and on top of that, he praises other girls instead of praising the girlfriend?

2. Is it a boy's nature to flirt around with other girls even though they have a girlfriend?

3. Is it a girl's nature to ask a lot of questions when they know what the reply is?

4. Is it a boy's nature to take things lightly and pretend nothing happened the next day when he argued with the girlfriend the day before?

lastly,

5. What's the meaning of having a SPECIAL girlfriend/boyfriend when the other party or both parties (in some cases) flirts around??

I've always ask myself these questions but never got the right answer yet.

What's your say on this?

p/s: ok, i'm better get back to revision. Later~!

worst of them all

My argument with Oppa made me realise a few things about my relationship with him. He maybe a demanding boyfriend who wants the girlfriend to listen to him all the time but his main intention was to make me happy now and for the future. I dont agree with him sometimes but his intention is good.

I thought i can pull through this and end it all for once but deep down in my heart yearns for him. I kept telling myself that the next time it happens and i got hurt badly, i'm gonna leave him. I was cool, no tears until Sunday night. I can't sleep for some reason and was awake at 2am. I started to text him and assumed he was asleep. He replied though, we kept texting each other till about 430 in the morning.

I can't hold back my tears when he told me not to leave and torment him like this. I'm not going to reveal too much on our conversation coz i wanna respect him as a person and sort of our privacy.

It all started with a disagreement on his expenses and that birthday party which i was supposed to attend. He sent me a text asking whether i wanna go out with my GFFs and their BFs. So i forgo the party and looked forward to go out with the people i loved spending time with. Ever since Oppa introduced me to his friends and GFs, i grown fond of them. They're really fun to be with. Anyways, back to the topic, since i forgo the party and anxiously waiting for Oppa text to go out, he didn't text me or call until it was 6pm when i sent a text. He was sleeping and decided not to go out instead.

I WAS DAMN FURIOUS, OK!

make me wait for u, then u say don't want to go out! I could have gone out for the party, right? but, he said instead we should go for the party instead since we dont have to use our money to eat and all.. HELLLO!!! if i'm going to the party, i would want to go out earlier and buy something for the birthday person lar!!! the party starts at 7pm, its about 630pm when he decide we should go for the party. tell me, wouldn't you be freaking angry!!!???

So argument started, yada yada yada......

I told him I so pissed at him that I don't want to meet him on Sunday 'cause we have soccer every Sunday at Pasir Ris park. But he insisted that he wants to come. I really told him off that I really don't want to meet him. He's so persisted and stubborn. That's 2 things i dont really like about him. Always wanting to do his way.

On that fateful Sunday itself, imagine we were both at the same place together in front of my family and yet i didn't utter a single word to him. And so, being the insecure girlfriend that i am, i checked his inbox in his hp. (go read my old posts, and u'll know why) Girls again! Different ones some more! I was hurt, disappointed, frustrated and filled with rage!!!!

I FELT LIKE CRYING, IN FRONT OF MY MUM!

I held it back, and argued more with him that night. I asked for a break-up 'cause I had enough! We exchanged texts and i managed not to tear. Even i was surprised, ok! But what changed my mind was, how my love for him is stronger than i thought and how sincere he was when he called. When he told me, he would love me till the day he die, WE cried together. I could hear him cry. Call me, weak and i admit it. He, Iskhandar Zulkarnain, who has change my life, my whole being as a person throughout my time with him. I don't think i can make it without him.

There won't be a wedding

yet another argument so fat hopes on a wedding. i want out!

CRAZY wedding (Response to Sue's blog post)

This is a response for Sue's entry on marriages!

I know now its not the time to think about all this things cause exams are around the corner.

As she said in her blog, (hahah) that i wanna wear a chinese wedding outfit for one of my wedding photos. BUT, the photo she put wasn't exactly what i had in mind. so i decided to google and found the one i want.

here it is....

http://c3po.barnesos.net/~polaris/ChinaWed/Imperial.html

i know, i know... very corny.. but Oppa and i will wear that... so funny lar....

and also maybe i would wanna wear Korean wedding outfit, Hanbok, but the make-up looks scary ar...

and last but not least....

Oppa decided to wear this when he comes to 'claim' me....

http://www.buystarwarscostumes.com/uploads/darth_vader_authentic.jpg

and with tat, we're not using 'kompang'/hadra, he wanted to have a bagpipers march behind him.. haiz.... gasak ko lar nak!

http://www.standrewsepiscopal.net/Images/bagpipers4.gif

while he's wearing the darth vader costumes, i tot of wearing this in return but somehow the make up turn me off... and i like the one in white! like gown eh? but the make up still look the same... SUE tell Maiya that she needs to know how to make up like this... see below***

http://www.buystarwarscostumes.com/uploads/queen_amidala.jpg

http://imagecache2.allposters.com/images/pic/Postcards/LC1013.JPG

this is indeed the craziest wedding i would ever dream of having... its like, this morning I was talking abt wedding to Charlyn and then with Sue on our way back home... ahahhahah.. i gave her suggestions while she was thinking what to wear for her 'malam berinai' or nowadays its just studio phototaking!

p/s: i told Char and Sue that if ppl can do their henna till the elbow, i wanna do my whole arm! ahahha sounds and will look stupid lar... then as for the legs, not up till the ankle but till the knee!! wakakakakaka!!!

The Brazil Match on Monday

Yes, I went to watch THE match on Monday.. hahaha.. was not a big fan but Oppa bought tickets so went there to had fun.. here's few facts about the Brazilians.

1. they were good compared to the Singapore players.
2. they run like crazy, so fast.
3. great stamina. hahahaha
4. Ronaldinho was on the meatier side.

Oppa said he ran like my little cousin, Imam, who is in Pri 1. ehhehe..

here's the pics lar.. not up close though...

It is NOT the wedding of the year

Please eh, if u ask my close friends and relatives, they would know how i totally don like Norfasarie....

I JUST DO NOT LIKE HER. (there are reasons and i'm not revealing)

Ok, i'm not gonna touch on that and get myself in trouble.

So her wedding is THIS week. Personally, i think Baihakki is cute. Tell me which girl would decline Bai as their bf?? I've seen Bai up close but don't know him personally. I've seen him in the early years of his football since he was in the SG under 18s. Such a waste to be married at a young age of, what 25, 26, for a guy leh.... Aiyo, like kena brainwashed like that...

But then again, who am i to judge, rite?? Its their life....

and i cant wait for my wedding.... HAHAH!

p/s: XX & DY got interview on thurs and fri respectively. their case is still on and all over the net. go google!

This Pervert reminds me of Sue's stalker guy

I was browsing through STOMP site for juicy stuffs on ugly Singaporeans at their best.

The latest 'news' or so-called is about this pervert calling girls, getting details from them.

Difference: Sue's stalker and this pervert is that this pervert talks and engages in a conversation.

Similarities: Stalker and pervert talks in a horny voice tone. YUCKS!

here's the link, check it out.

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=28663