weddings

so its THE season to get married. june holidays are here again and this weekend alone, i went to 4 different weddings. all of whom are completely so called strangers to me. coz i dun even know them except they have this relative thingy with my family. anyhow, all concepts are very different but one stands out the most coz the food was served old-styled. reminiscing the olden days when my parents and older cousin got married and everyone in the extended family helped out to serve the dishes and clear the plates. i remembered playing with water when i was supposed to wash plates and cups... hahahhahaha... the rest of the wedding, normal lar.. buffet style, then food cold. then one thing i hate about going to weddings is these people keep asking when's my turn.. for goodness sake, i'm not even done with school yet. oh well, some even say i looked like mak org... oh well, i look old for my age. but who cares. i like it like this.

so then me and my cousins and my aunt started to talk about weddings. i told them i wanna do it at sce sch hall coz there's air con... hahahhaha... but dun think can lar... just do at CC lar... but the one i went on sat, the CC hall very small.. and the food was cold.... hmmm.... at void deck, too hot.. so hot then i was perspiring that my make up almost wore off.

so much talk about wedding, i dun even know whether i'm meant for him... =(

i miss my lil sister

today, i went to great world city with sue. then met up wit my sis whose working at esprit. it's been a long time since we sisters hang out together. so when i got there, i was just in time for her break. we ate, talk and laugh together. spend good quality time with her. not to mention that the food was on her. so was my 'shopping' at esprit. she bought a couple of stuffs. i realised this is the 2nd time she paid for my 'shopping'. i feel so 'awwed', speechless. i dunno.

i seldom see her these days. she's always working, so busy. hardly see her at home. when i'm around, she isn't. when she's home, i'm not.

then on my journey back home, i realised i really miss her. i really miss hanging out with her. i miss having our girly talk everytime before we go to bed. i miss going shopping with her. i miss the times when i ask her opinions whether my clothes match. i miss her lecturing me as if she's the older sis.

blame it on our schedule. blame it on her work commitment and my school commitment. blame it on the fact that we both have our own boyfren to attend to. blame it on the fact tat we all grow up too fast.

and it's gonna be worse if we both are married.

breezing through

Now i know I haven't been posting these days.... busy lar, babe.. with a couple of things... i decided to change my blogskin coz i found it hard to read(and for my friends as well). the previous skin, the font is freaking small.... but the skin nice lar. actually u guys can increase your browser text size. duh~
Anyways, school's back on. Spent the 1st 2 weeks of the year rushing for the dealine. and its over. did my re-test. seriously, the re-test paper was so much easier than the original one. hehehe... and they all claimed that the re-test paper is always more difficult than the one before. sudahlah. crap only. up next is preparing for one of my last project presentation, then i'm FREEEEE from project... -.-" still got exams coming up soon.... argh!!!

ok ok. today has been a quite frustrating day for me... its the time of the month some more. like 'toot'! oh did i tell u, its CNY coming monday and we(my mum and me!!!) just completed 10 kg = 2000 pineapples tart. I'm so freaking exhausted!! the best part is its not enough. still have to make some more. BOLEH MATI!(can die). if i am/own factory, never mind seh!
me writing this, is not to boast around that my mum's tarts are sellable, BUT to let off my steam that i have to do more!!! argh!

ok wat else i missed? arh yes, the freaking snow city tickets. mentioning it now still makes me boils!!! ee.... KNS!(thanks to char, i learnt this) story that another day. i want to sleep alrdy. its 2am. was searching for a suitable skin till now.

enough of rants. I'm also happy coz boyfie bought 3 bags for me. from a garage sale. hehehe. vintage bags that is. i'm still wondering what to wear if i want to use the bags. and i'm also happy coz boyfie is always there. so i should stop thinking of silly things about him.
oh yes. taufik batisah song's Nafasku is so meaningful seh. haiz. whenever i listen to it, it hits my heart and somehow, my heart sank. the lyrics i tell u. fuuh!

Happy New Year. Its 2009!!

Hey peeps,

Happy New Year!! Let's embrace 2009 with smiles and an optimistic mindset.

We all know how the world has been evolving (very sad) but let's pray that it will be a better year ahead for everyone.

Take each experience we had as a learning point in our life. (someone always say this to me)

bad ones as a lesson.
good ones as memories.

let's move on and work out that resolutions, people! start afresh!

talking abt starting afresh....

Tmr is my bro's 1st day at a Secondary Sch. Although i'm not feeling at the least excited, I'm sure he is. He's complaining to me that he can't sleep... hehe... reminds me of my time in Anderson.. hahah.... i think i'll feel anxious for him tmr, when the time comes. hmmm.... he's a big boy now.... still, i'm proud of him. hahha... we're looking for his sch shoes and we had to find a few places 'cause none of them had his shoe size, 45!!! Finally, mum bought 2 pairs at Haig Road.

p/s: Oops, before i forget. to everyone who sent me sms wishes, Happy 2009 to u guys too. I'm lazy to send sms lar.... so here will do...

Eid / Lebaran celebrations

PICS only....

my little nephewcousins from paternal side

2 dear cousins from maternal side. neighbours too..

more pics coming up soon.... SALAM LEBARAN, y'all!

results.... & other stuffs

yes, i got my exam results today. i was so scared that i flung the module that i hate dislike. but Alhamdullilah, i didn't. I passed but without flying colours again.

Yet again, i didn't get a single A, not that i was expecting it but it was still ok... at least i passed...

YES! I DID! I PASSED!!

now let's move on to the next lap of poly. OK, everyone said the 1st and 2nd year is where u have to strive and score. I'm no smart alex so i know where my standards are unless i studied hard right from the start, example of that would be, no life. SCHOOL, HOME, SCHOOL. SCHOOLWORK, TUTORIALS, blah, blah....

Ok, then how the other people can do it? I guess they dont have any other commitments than school huh?? well, i think i'm content for now. i don't want to feel regret or remorse bcoz i know i didnt give my all this semester so if i cry over the results means i'm so lying to myself lar....

next!

this friday is OPPA's birthday! there's a surprise coming up.... SHHH!!! hope he doesnt read this... hehehe... and we(my GFFs) all so loooking forward to the celebration

raya stuffs...........................
to date, my mom and i have made over 1300 and counting pineapple tarts... tats wat i'm so busy with right now... and no, i'm not working this holidays... went for a few interviews but didnt make it... there's this one freaking rude and unprofessional interviewer who interviewed me and so bloody arrogant... didn't even introduce herself!!! what kind of HR or management is tat? SO UNPROFESSIONAL!!! moving on, i also have to make LEMANG for this festive season... but that'll be eve of hari raya.. will be so freaking busy...

look what my tarts turned out..... hehehehe... :)

nice not???

Oh oh... I bought 2 baju raya for myself... one's purple and the other one's black...
Black will be worn on the 1st day... Purple will be worn when i go out with Oppa...
So lucky this year, its not white again.... He tried on purple baju kurung by coincidence and thought it was nice on him so we agree to wear purple together!!!! WOOHOO!!!
Left with tudung stuffs, shoes and accessories to buy.... have to find cheap and pretty stuffs to buy... i'm like so budget seh!

Oh yes, u know how i love facebook!!!! I'm always playing the games application in it... hahahaha... another thing to keep me company or rather busy at home.... hahaha! still got to beat my aunt's score in this game called DROPSUM! love it!!

Birthday coming up: My dear Sis, Nisha - 18 Sept
Oppa, Is - 19 Sept
Lil cousin, Nira - 31 Sept

penawar hati (antidote for the heart)

I went out to get medicine for my Grans. headed to CGH pharmacy and had lunch there. Nasi lemak at Qiji. DELICIOUS.

Then went ahead to Grans place to pass the medicine to her. She's getting her eye op next fri. Its for her left cataract eye. Poor her, she can't see properly. She's the only grandma I have left.

Anyways, my 'antidote' was to play with Nira. She was asleep when i reached. She woke crying cause i think i wake her up with my voice as i was talking to Grans. hehehehe....

this is pics and videos of cute lil' Nira, my aunt's only daughter.
(Her hair's all messy and stuff, just woke up lar)

its been a long weekend

i only went for Tax lecture on friday... skipped MA1 tutorial and FIT lecture... AGAIN!! Sue said Ms.Lee hinted someone gonna get debar, so we assumed it was me. if i'm not wrong, i havent been attending MA thrice... if i didn't count wrongly... I'm SOOO screwed la! SOO dead! so now waiting for the letter to arrive................ warning letter.....................

anyways, its been a fun weekend and a dreadful one coz i had to go to a wedding reception of someone i dont even know... hmm, pisses me off.. coz i really wanted to go out with my Oppa.. to bugis and hang out with the rest of the gang...

mum bought a printer for me, so now its easier for me to print notes and other stuffs... cool eh.....

during the week, i read xiaxue's blog... she mentioned about dawn yang, another blogger...
I've always been reading xiaxue's blog and really enjoyed her posts... dawn's blog is boring lar... anyway, back to xiaxue post... she mentioned dawn yang and sorta spilled out all dawn's secret... which is so interesting lar... things i never knew about... never been a reader of dawn so duno, dun care lar... but xiaxue's really gd at writing... expressing her views and opinions which i find very realistic and someone whose very direct... just check it out.. hehe....

wedding anniversary

it was mom and dad's wedding anniversary on mon. I end school early and dad picked up me from school. hahaha.. dad had rented a car for the day's outing. nisha finally came back home.

so we spent the day eating at west coast. i had lunch there, followed by 3 games of bowling. so fun.. my wrist still hurts but i played anyways. managed to got 3 strikes and a few other spares. then we went to vivo and get some stuffs... some window-shopping, photo-taking...

finally, dinner at east coast lagoon for satay but our favorite satay stall wasnt open. we had to order from 2 different stalls to try the satays. Sadly, none of it was delicious. it was either the babat is burnt or the satay gravy sucks. One satay gravy look like curry.. yucks.. i ordered roti john though.. favorite!!!

here are the photos:

A not-so-perfect day

Spent the Sunday at Sentosa. Oppa has 3 free entry so i wanted to take a dip in the sea. But as always, things just has to go wrong. IS(oppa) made us wait for an hour. he left his house late, slept in the train and overslept and missed the station. i was really pissed with him that day. here i was thinking to soak in the sea with him. when he reached, he said he didnt promise me to swim in the sea. bcoz he has sensitive skin, u see...

oh well.... when we reached pahlawan beach, it was dirty filled with seaweed and oil particles, i think... so i decided not to swim.. haiz... oh yes, i remembered i didnt talk to him much until we reached the merlion to talk some photos... really pissed with him lar... coz i really hate it when he always make my parents wait for him... never mind the fact that i always waited for him.

so here's some of the pics i took with my hp.. mostly my pics with him are in his hp...









my bro was so happy tat day.. it's his 1st time there... i should take him out more often.. poor boy!

a day out with family.

this is the 2nd wk in a row that my Oppa spent the weekend with my family.

i wanted so much to eat at Popeye's and i got to eat the fried chickens today. actually, like not enough. i want more of the fried chickens and the cajun fries.. whipped potato is also nice , and oh yar, not forgetting the coleslaw... hmmm... just talking about it makes me drool again.. hehehe...

Popeye's @ Changi Airport Terminal 3. 10 pcs of chicken for 5 persons eating was not enough.. hehe..
so before we went to another place to eat.. we walked around T3 and take a look at what's everyone fussing about.... photos to proof it...

a day with grans

today was a visit to the doc for grans. there was no one available to take her to the doc for an assessment so mum told me to go since i was free. i woke up in the morning and got all ready to go but my aunt said i didnt have to anymore since my uncle wasnt working in the morning.
in the end, at ard 3pm, aunt called me to fetch grans at her hse. so i went and took grans to the doc.
I, being the same blur me, took a cab and told the driver the address of the clinic and not knowing where it is. haha...
When its all done, grans wanted to treat me to eat so we went to mukmin. since i was alone, pushing grans on a wheelchair, i got loads of stares and glances from loads of people. Almost everyone who passed by us, will looked at me pushing grans. it was weird at first and i got frustrated as usual.
After which, i hailed for a taxi to send my grans back. I got rejected by 2 taxis just bcoz there's a wheelchair tat they have to put in their bonnet. Bloody hell... plain excuses... change shift lar, bonnet got a lot of stuffs lar... bullshit... wait i complain, they all die!!!
luckily, the place we waited had a few taxis coming in... we drop at the shops nearby my grans hse... and guess wat, another snare and stare for a motorcyclist who rode by... he gave a glance and gave a sinister smile.... (malay say, sindir kind of smile, eee!! muka mintak kena sepak!!)
i feel so angry and pushing my grans isnt easy, ok? she's kinda heavy so if there's a step ahead, i have to jack up the wheelchair with her weight... not complaining but its not something tat ppl can laugh at or wat... I mean now, how often can u see a SG youngster pushing ard a wheelchair-bound elderly in public?
Ppl are taking granted when they have maids to do the job. I used to live with my grans(paternal), i know she didnt like the maid to help her. She prefer me n my siblings to spend time with her... talking about her, I really missed her and her stories....

BReeKS!

Sunday, 23 Dec

at Breeks! cafe with mum, untle9 and bokji

brownie with vanilla ice cream, yum yum

strawberry something... hehe

raspberry tea for mum..

mother & daughter.. somehow ppl say we look alike.. but i beg to differ..

wait, untle 9...

how beautiful it is before its been gobble down... haha

this is my brownie, all that calories!

i'm ready to have this treat.. DONT stop me!

MERRY CHRISTMAS, Y'ALL!