kaypoh people!

I don't understand that a piece of news can spread super uber fast. It's really irritating when its about your own self. Argh, super irritating. Not only that the main info they know, but also the freaking personal details.

EEE!!! GERAMNYE!!!

breezing through

Now i know I haven't been posting these days.... busy lar, babe.. with a couple of things... i decided to change my blogskin coz i found it hard to read(and for my friends as well). the previous skin, the font is freaking small.... but the skin nice lar. actually u guys can increase your browser text size. duh~
Anyways, school's back on. Spent the 1st 2 weeks of the year rushing for the dealine. and its over. did my re-test. seriously, the re-test paper was so much easier than the original one. hehehe... and they all claimed that the re-test paper is always more difficult than the one before. sudahlah. crap only. up next is preparing for one of my last project presentation, then i'm FREEEEE from project... -.-" still got exams coming up soon.... argh!!!

ok ok. today has been a quite frustrating day for me... its the time of the month some more. like 'toot'! oh did i tell u, its CNY coming monday and we(my mum and me!!!) just completed 10 kg = 2000 pineapples tart. I'm so freaking exhausted!! the best part is its not enough. still have to make some more. BOLEH MATI!(can die). if i am/own factory, never mind seh!
me writing this, is not to boast around that my mum's tarts are sellable, BUT to let off my steam that i have to do more!!! argh!

ok wat else i missed? arh yes, the freaking snow city tickets. mentioning it now still makes me boils!!! ee.... KNS!(thanks to char, i learnt this) story that another day. i want to sleep alrdy. its 2am. was searching for a suitable skin till now.

enough of rants. I'm also happy coz boyfie bought 3 bags for me. from a garage sale. hehehe. vintage bags that is. i'm still wondering what to wear if i want to use the bags. and i'm also happy coz boyfie is always there. so i should stop thinking of silly things about him.
oh yes. taufik batisah song's Nafasku is so meaningful seh. haiz. whenever i listen to it, it hits my heart and somehow, my heart sank. the lyrics i tell u. fuuh!

results.... & other stuffs

yes, i got my exam results today. i was so scared that i flung the module that i hate dislike. but Alhamdullilah, i didn't. I passed but without flying colours again.

Yet again, i didn't get a single A, not that i was expecting it but it was still ok... at least i passed...

YES! I DID! I PASSED!!

now let's move on to the next lap of poly. OK, everyone said the 1st and 2nd year is where u have to strive and score. I'm no smart alex so i know where my standards are unless i studied hard right from the start, example of that would be, no life. SCHOOL, HOME, SCHOOL. SCHOOLWORK, TUTORIALS, blah, blah....

Ok, then how the other people can do it? I guess they dont have any other commitments than school huh?? well, i think i'm content for now. i don't want to feel regret or remorse bcoz i know i didnt give my all this semester so if i cry over the results means i'm so lying to myself lar....

next!

this friday is OPPA's birthday! there's a surprise coming up.... SHHH!!! hope he doesnt read this... hehehe... and we(my GFFs) all so loooking forward to the celebration

raya stuffs...........................
to date, my mom and i have made over 1300 and counting pineapple tarts... tats wat i'm so busy with right now... and no, i'm not working this holidays... went for a few interviews but didnt make it... there's this one freaking rude and unprofessional interviewer who interviewed me and so bloody arrogant... didn't even introduce herself!!! what kind of HR or management is tat? SO UNPROFESSIONAL!!! moving on, i also have to make LEMANG for this festive season... but that'll be eve of hari raya.. will be so freaking busy...

look what my tarts turned out..... hehehehe... :)

nice not???

Oh oh... I bought 2 baju raya for myself... one's purple and the other one's black...
Black will be worn on the 1st day... Purple will be worn when i go out with Oppa...
So lucky this year, its not white again.... He tried on purple baju kurung by coincidence and thought it was nice on him so we agree to wear purple together!!!! WOOHOO!!!
Left with tudung stuffs, shoes and accessories to buy.... have to find cheap and pretty stuffs to buy... i'm like so budget seh!

Oh yes, u know how i love facebook!!!! I'm always playing the games application in it... hahahaha... another thing to keep me company or rather busy at home.... hahaha! still got to beat my aunt's score in this game called DROPSUM! love it!!

Birthday coming up: My dear Sis, Nisha - 18 Sept
Oppa, Is - 19 Sept
Lil cousin, Nira - 31 Sept

Presentation OVER!

FIT presentation is over! The big, leceh one! The one where everyone has to wear formal and convince the tutor that we are selling the proposal!

ITS OVER AND DONE WITH!!!!

I'm oh-so-very-happy that I don't need to stress over anymore trivial matters with other people on the other side of the 'world'.

SUE, don't worry i'm not angry at you anymore, i love u!
CHAR, don't be angry, we are behind you, ok?? GO MACHI!!

Next thing to worry is the exams, haiz!!

Chronicles of SUE!!

The Shocker!!!

The Kiss of Love

its been a long weekend

i only went for Tax lecture on friday... skipped MA1 tutorial and FIT lecture... AGAIN!! Sue said Ms.Lee hinted someone gonna get debar, so we assumed it was me. if i'm not wrong, i havent been attending MA thrice... if i didn't count wrongly... I'm SOOO screwed la! SOO dead! so now waiting for the letter to arrive................ warning letter.....................

anyways, its been a fun weekend and a dreadful one coz i had to go to a wedding reception of someone i dont even know... hmm, pisses me off.. coz i really wanted to go out with my Oppa.. to bugis and hang out with the rest of the gang...

mum bought a printer for me, so now its easier for me to print notes and other stuffs... cool eh.....

during the week, i read xiaxue's blog... she mentioned about dawn yang, another blogger...
I've always been reading xiaxue's blog and really enjoyed her posts... dawn's blog is boring lar... anyway, back to xiaxue post... she mentioned dawn yang and sorta spilled out all dawn's secret... which is so interesting lar... things i never knew about... never been a reader of dawn so duno, dun care lar... but xiaxue's really gd at writing... expressing her views and opinions which i find very realistic and someone whose very direct... just check it out.. hehe....

stressed out but loved

i have been posting lots of happy moments lately. so now, i'm posting a rather on-the-other-side of emotions. which is apparently not only sad, but anger, frustration and rage. all mixed together like the famous dish here in Sg, rojak.

its been really stressful these days. school's back and i hardly go for lessons. the 1st week, i only went to sch for 2 days. don't ask me why... i hate to answer. there are really bossy people out there that i just cant stand. and its the start of a new term and i didn't really feel the holidays. it sorta passes by. so some adjustments there. plus, this is wer i become a bummer who does nothing. yar, i have personal things to attend to. yes! and dont ask what is it. just leave the personal stuff aside, can?

anyways, projects deadline are nearing and it is NOT the best feeling ever. i hate deadlines. why must there be such stupid things? back to it, projects, projects, projects! how i loathe it so much?! on top of that, assignments come in to pile up the workload. as if tutorials aren't sufficient enough.

i'm stressed with school work and home. arguments at home is so frustrating when the blame is pushed to me. makes me guilty lar, makes me feel unwanted lar. its like the worst feeling u can get after all the stress with sch shit!

i have no one else to complain to(except here) but pour it all out to my Oppa. i cried and told him how i felt. he's not the most romantic boyfriend u can ask for but he gives advice and gives me a 'slapping' on reality. facts that are real and what's gonna happen. even though, he may seem harsh but i know he's concern abt me and he really cares.

i've always complain how unromantic he is and how he doesn't understand the situation. when every time i talked to him, its always been a one-way communication. but today, he was feeling me y'all! (in the words of an african american)

i guess he's the one who understands me and supports me emotionally. i know its very dependent of me but whatever i do, i always think of him.

'Shoot-Lah' Laser Quest Competition

Finally, pics to the event of the semester!!! my event!! HAH!

Shoot Lah Laser quest Competition

Ngee Ann Polytechnic Graduation 08

Graduation 08

lots of stuff happening

a lot has been happening lately. that's why i'm missing in action here.

1st up, common test are over. thank god for that. MA paper was a killer. RFA and TAX was still ok, though I made a few careless mistakes. usual me.

then the 5 of us, went to become student helpers for Ngee Ann Poly Graduation 08. How cool is that! We got to eat together dinner with the graduands. hehe.. i know, tak tau malu kan!!!

anyways, i've been stressed out like completely cause of my event, the Laser Quest Competition which was yesterday. (pics will up soon)
Seriously, anyone who asked too many questions gets an annoyed face and bloody angry voice answer from me. I've got people backing out in the last min and people not paying before the event. Short of money and all the little hiccups. Fed-up seh!

But all in all, everything went smoothly than expected. and Captain Lee was around, thank god.

on top of all that stress, someone just have to make it even worse but lucky i have other things to worry about. hmmm........

*pics coming soon*

pics (oink2!) and all

ok, i know i promised to post pics of me and my i&e class going to bukit timah. sorry that it took me so long.. been really busy with lots of things. tat is my new work and sch... i have yet to post something abt my new job.

so here's the pics, me as ugly as ever.

no, going bukit timah doesnt need the train.. we just pass the tracks.. the ones going to m'sia.. not the SMrt tracks...

and this is not the entrance to bukit timah hill, so state land we came across.. my class mentor, Captain Lee took us to a deserted road towards bukit timah.. a shortcut.. actually the road is along some private houses.

our tired faces after walking and climbing a whole lot of stairs. i was out of breath and shivering due to all the energy i've used up to carry this heavy weight of mine, but i was cursing and swearing at the same time... haha

a little stream in the forest. I remembered the other time i went with Is and my bro, Aja, we didnt came across any stream. but its nice to see one..

this is just what we have covered.

(little) miss poo poo

games by Captain Lee

Captain Lee saying his piece

i know the pics are unclear.. but actually wat i wanna show is, these monkeys are picking out lice from another one's ass... euw!

an accomplishment!! hahah.. at that time, i've realised just how unfit i am..

after a nice shower.

thats char, me and sue! us girls always stick together.. sweet aint it?
after aerobics. yes, guys! i've joined aerobics as a cca!! unbelievable but its true. one way to stay fit and lose a bit of weight!

after bcomm2 fashion show, we're the emcee but i was super awkward! dressed up just bcos of it!

our top UNGLAMOUR models!

match made in heaven!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR SYAHID!!!

HAPPY 2O something!!!

haha... may all your wishes and dreams come true...

Bukit Timah Hill, I&E outing

went to Bukit Timah on Monday...

super tiring and i felt super weak climbing up the long high steps there... stupid stairs.. now i hate stairs.....

pics to be uploaded soon..

p.s: 1st aerobics class tmr... how cool is tat!

yet another outing for me.

this time, its with the daredevils... went to billy bombers to celebrate jiahui, toh toh, syahid and chee yao(i hope its the correct spelling) birthday... APRIL babies....

the restaturant was packed with us... a whole bunch of ppl....

pics to proof it....





i know syahid was oh-so-very-happy that day... but he's kinda mad at me coz i didnt attend sch for 2 lectures... hehehe... love ya, syahid!

the rest of DareDevil family...

DareDevils Oei!! BAoc 9th-11th Apr

BAoc has come to an end. its been a hell of a time spending 3 days of activities. i'm freaking tired but i made new friends. i have to admit its so much better than my own BAoc last year. haha. memories are created, new friendship are born. and school starts on mon. hmm..

anyways, DD won best banner award. ouh, the pageant.. there's this girl from the avengers, i think, had really big boobies. and was wearing the v-neck dress. no bra, just dress to cover. fuhyo!!! so young got big breast! want to challenge me ar.. hahah...

my grp's performance was superb! i so enjoyed it. they are a great bunch of ppl. i know i didnt help much, but my praises are for them all, even the SCs.
congrats to Josephine for the best SC award.. haha... she was so damn shocked lar.. she didnt move like an inch when her name was announced!

c ya around, guys... we'll 'lepak' again soon!

*pics coming soon!*

draggy, tiring day (leave him or not to leave him??)

didnt get proper sleep last nite. slept ard 3am and still cant sleep properly. when i woke up, its alrdy 6am. sch stuffs isnt interesting, some talk from lecturers. got home early. i just wanna coop in my room. mood's not so good. still grumpy and down from what happen. talked to charlie abt this. even he said about the MSN thingy (the reason why me and my bro is blocked on his msn is, GET THIS, msn randomly blocked the contacts), is plain bullshit. how coan randomly be such a coincidence?

we talked over sms cause he's working. and everytime he said sorry, give him another chance, i would let him but it happens again.

journeys on the bus seemed short today. listening to my songs in my MP3 makes tears pooled in my eyes. i really dont know whether my mind's thinking straight today.

leave him or not to leave him??

i wanna get over this but i cant seem to get him out of my head. we've been together for 3 yrs, and to let go of this, makes me think and consider.

booooooooring

call me arrogant, a snob or watever. i felt so out of place today. its just one of those days when no one talk to u. treat like an alien. and u start to think that everyone talking about you when u r not around. yes, today was that day.

had to go sch for rehearsals, and charles didnt turn up. syahid away for camp. who else can i talk to. but for those who know me, clearly knows that i rarely start a conversation unless they talked to me 1st. yar yar, they always say 'get out of your comfort zone', mingle with people around u. but what if, they dun want to talk to u when u actually tried to talk in the 1st place. i mean i dun deny that i talk very little but i did try.

by the end of thing, orh ok, it was ard evening. i just couldnt take it anymore. i got out of tat place and left. i went to meet my Oppa. he got dance practice at his colleague's place so i went over. it was close to DJ's house but i got lost and had to go back where i started from. finally when i reached the place, i felt relieved coz i know these people. yes yes, in my comfort zone even though its Oppa's colleagues. they are nice and harmless.

oh yar, oh yar... being the gd soul and all, i lent them my bag filled with my personal stuffs in it for the rehearsal. and when i got back, my shades were into TWO freaking pieces. argh!!!!! luckily, it's one side of the screw came out. i gotta fix it tmr. too tired to do it now, and too angry.. well, maybe not angry but just damm pissed!! "Dumb ass! pisses me off!"(adapted from Walter. Jeff Dunham's puppet, watch the vids lar)

thinking of spending time with Oppa tmr, but scared that he'll be tired from his event. hmm, i'm really thinking of treating him a nice meal. its been so long since i pamper him.

**Happy Birthday to CT Aishah**

new look, babe!

hah, it took me almost a day to do this. i changed my blog template from the html to xml. i searched a few blog skins but for hours lar. hahah... i also added new links and videos. i'm going to put some pictures soon. ouh, and there's a stats counter to know how many people are viewing. though, my blog isnt a hit but kinda cool to have one. when i get bored, i'll change again. hehehe..

anyways, got my pay.. woohoo... i'm so getting that Sony Ericsson K850i tmr, if not, thurs. Oppa said we will get ERS money this month. duno whether its true or not. but we'll see.

at school, Baoc is coming. freshmen orientation lar for biz students @ NP. syahid and me sorta in charge of the dance performance. so i'll have to teach the rest of the people in our grp learn to dance. hehe... talking about dance, Oppa also dancing for this performance that he has at work. he's dancing to Flo-rida's Low, haha... the baoc's dance is Britney's new song, Break the ice and Soulja Boy's Crank that (soulja boy). and yes, its the dance from the song itself. ouh, school's starting soon....

results day

got my results yesterday... it was as i expected C for micro... ok fine, i got a C+... which is fairly good for me... i'm not complaining... i was pretty confident this time, as the modules were lesser than the previous sem... i had a higher chance of getting more Bs... and so i did... 4B+... syukur alhamdulillah.... hehe... ;)
gpa also increased which is something i'm proud of... hey, once in awhile, sharing something gd feels so much better than sharing all those sad, moments....
anyways, i thought of treating myself to something, like Ben&Jerry ice cream or maybe even a nice, new pair of shoes.. (which i really need, its been so long that i bought myself a nice one)
and i really wanna spend the day with him, but things just have to go wrong and make me feel so shitty everytime when anything that involves him... i just cant have him for myself huh... all he wants, is to sit at home, coz everyone's out. its always like tat.... not everything is abt it...
i wanna go out but he can only make it at 5? so late... lagi bagus tak yar kuar...
argh... things just have to go wrong when gd stuffs happen.