stressed out but loved

i have been posting lots of happy moments lately. so now, i'm posting a rather on-the-other-side of emotions. which is apparently not only sad, but anger, frustration and rage. all mixed together like the famous dish here in Sg, rojak.

its been really stressful these days. school's back and i hardly go for lessons. the 1st week, i only went to sch for 2 days. don't ask me why... i hate to answer. there are really bossy people out there that i just cant stand. and its the start of a new term and i didn't really feel the holidays. it sorta passes by. so some adjustments there. plus, this is wer i become a bummer who does nothing. yar, i have personal things to attend to. yes! and dont ask what is it. just leave the personal stuff aside, can?

anyways, projects deadline are nearing and it is NOT the best feeling ever. i hate deadlines. why must there be such stupid things? back to it, projects, projects, projects! how i loathe it so much?! on top of that, assignments come in to pile up the workload. as if tutorials aren't sufficient enough.

i'm stressed with school work and home. arguments at home is so frustrating when the blame is pushed to me. makes me guilty lar, makes me feel unwanted lar. its like the worst feeling u can get after all the stress with sch shit!

i have no one else to complain to(except here) but pour it all out to my Oppa. i cried and told him how i felt. he's not the most romantic boyfriend u can ask for but he gives advice and gives me a 'slapping' on reality. facts that are real and what's gonna happen. even though, he may seem harsh but i know he's concern abt me and he really cares.

i've always complain how unromantic he is and how he doesn't understand the situation. when every time i talked to him, its always been a one-way communication. but today, he was feeling me y'all! (in the words of an african american)

i guess he's the one who understands me and supports me emotionally. i know its very dependent of me but whatever i do, i always think of him.

End of Birthday week

To my dearest people and truly loved ones,

Thank you oh so very much for all your birthday wishes.
Early ones, just in time, late ones which includes deliberately and not deliberately.

This year birthday is a bit different from the past ones. I feel like its just another day passes me by.
I know I've grown old. Just that, I just feel its not that special anymore. hah!

But never the least, I really appreciate everyone's wishes and surprises... I love you all...
Even though, I don't feel any special.. U guys made it special for me..

MUACKS!!!

LOVE,
toreque

oppa, I'm not 23 yet!

its my party

I've turned 22 this year and this day.. gonna spend the later part of the day out with my Oppa and friends.

I have no idea what is up. Half of the day has gone. I woke up at 2pm, couldn't sleep till like 4am.

So let's see what is up..... can't wait..... and my after-so-long date with Oppa on Sat.

'Shoot-Lah' Laser Quest Competition

Finally, pics to the event of the semester!!! my event!! HAH!

Shoot Lah Laser quest Competition

Ngee Ann Polytechnic Graduation 08

Graduation 08

lots of stuff happening

a lot has been happening lately. that's why i'm missing in action here.

1st up, common test are over. thank god for that. MA paper was a killer. RFA and TAX was still ok, though I made a few careless mistakes. usual me.

then the 5 of us, went to become student helpers for Ngee Ann Poly Graduation 08. How cool is that! We got to eat together dinner with the graduands. hehe.. i know, tak tau malu kan!!!

anyways, i've been stressed out like completely cause of my event, the Laser Quest Competition which was yesterday. (pics will up soon)
Seriously, anyone who asked too many questions gets an annoyed face and bloody angry voice answer from me. I've got people backing out in the last min and people not paying before the event. Short of money and all the little hiccups. Fed-up seh!

But all in all, everything went smoothly than expected. and Captain Lee was around, thank god.

on top of all that stress, someone just have to make it even worse but lucky i have other things to worry about. hmmm........

*pics coming soon*

my worst work experience

get this..

of all my work experience, my last work was THE WORST!!!

i only worked for 2 weeks, and got paid for 75 bucks!!!

tempat cam sial...

wer? a call centre!!

reason for quitting: cant get a few hours off the roster! f**ked-up management!

cant believe they cant let people get off work earlier.

keep bloody saying 'I have more than 300 over staffs so i may not put you on the roster on some days'. If you have f**king 300 staffs, why cant u find people to cover the cocked-up roster??!!

just go to show that incompetent and inefficient you sickening people are!!!

so people getting a job, here's an advice, before signing the employment contract, make sure you have the same set of contract cause the one they usually give u to bring back is pages less than the one u signed.

SO BE CAREFUL!!