can someone help me?

can someone please tell him

i don't have any patience left

i can't wait any longer

i'm going crazy here alone

if we don't settle this, 

my mind and heart won't be at ease

 it's not fair for me 

to wait on him to make a decision

when he's the one at fault

i feel shitty and freaking unwanted

he's outside, i'm at home

playing with my emotions

going up and down

sleep doesnt work anymore

i want to sleep until i cant wake up

i still wake up to shit

thinking of wat happen

i'm not strong as i tot

can someone help me?

its not f*cking poem.