booooooooring

call me arrogant, a snob or watever. i felt so out of place today. its just one of those days when no one talk to u. treat like an alien. and u start to think that everyone talking about you when u r not around. yes, today was that day.

had to go sch for rehearsals, and charles didnt turn up. syahid away for camp. who else can i talk to. but for those who know me, clearly knows that i rarely start a conversation unless they talked to me 1st. yar yar, they always say 'get out of your comfort zone', mingle with people around u. but what if, they dun want to talk to u when u actually tried to talk in the 1st place. i mean i dun deny that i talk very little but i did try.

by the end of thing, orh ok, it was ard evening. i just couldnt take it anymore. i got out of tat place and left. i went to meet my Oppa. he got dance practice at his colleague's place so i went over. it was close to DJ's house but i got lost and had to go back where i started from. finally when i reached the place, i felt relieved coz i know these people. yes yes, in my comfort zone even though its Oppa's colleagues. they are nice and harmless.

oh yar, oh yar... being the gd soul and all, i lent them my bag filled with my personal stuffs in it for the rehearsal. and when i got back, my shades were into TWO freaking pieces. argh!!!!! luckily, it's one side of the screw came out. i gotta fix it tmr. too tired to do it now, and too angry.. well, maybe not angry but just damm pissed!! "Dumb ass! pisses me off!"(adapted from Walter. Jeff Dunham's puppet, watch the vids lar)

thinking of spending time with Oppa tmr, but scared that he'll be tired from his event. hmm, i'm really thinking of treating him a nice meal. its been so long since i pamper him.

**Happy Birthday to CT Aishah**